Random Thoughts

Discontent Part II

As the week has progressed I am constently reminded that I am not completely satisfied with have I have, or with what I’m doing. So in the effort of making my life better, I’m just going to start cutting people out of my life. I really try to keep a low profile around school mainly […]


Sorry for the lack of writing. I do it enough for classes that I haven’t had the time to do for pleasure. Since the last time I wrote there a few things that have changed. For one, classes are in full effect and I’ve done better this year to keep on top of my classes […]

Intense Dream

Last night I got home fairly late, you know hanging out with people before the school year starts. I tried getting some sleep as soon as I got home but I couldn’t. So about I time I finally fell asleep is was about a quarter to three. Then I dreamt, it was almost lucid though. […]

Job 27

1 -6 Having waited for Zophar, Job now resumed his defense: “God-Alive! He’s denied me justice! God Almighty! He’s ruined my life! But for as long as I draw breath, and for as long as God breathes life into me, I refuse to say one word that isn’t true. I refuse to confess to any […]

Venting and Ranting

This is an rant. You’ve been warned. I used to go to a great church in Reseda, it’s about a 20 minute drive from where I live. It was a great hispanic church with about 1200 members strong. A thriving youth group of 150+ a week and great fellowship but in the past few years […]

What Lies Ahead

After much thought, prayer and fasting, it has become clear to me that I should attend Berklee in the Fall. I hope many understand that this something I really didn’t want to do, seeing that I have made great friends in the last three years since my return to LA. I also regret not saying […]

Picking up the Sword

Sorry I haven’t kept up on this blog. Things have just been of the wall lately, with school wrapping up, choosing who to live with next year and Choir concerts. At the beginning of this blog I wrote about removing my amour and I did, well somewhat, but now I am putting up another type […]

Missions Trip

As some of you know, this thanksgiving I did not spend it with my family, or a part of my family or even friends(well in a way with friends). I singed up to go to Mexico as a Mission trip from wednesday to today, Sunday. and there are various groups ranging from mens’/womens’ prison to […]

I’ve Given Up on Life

It was around 2:30 when I went to bed after talking to people online…. I started to pray to God for direction in my life and to bless those who also in need of guidance. I asked Him to give me strength, to go in life with out a significant other and that if there […]

Christ-Centered Philosophy

Thursday night my roommates , Jonathan and myself were talking about school and how our university is a liberal studies university and we have to take all these courses that don’t really apply to our major (I have to take music classes I that will never ever use like singing and being in a choir […]