Random Thoughts

Flying Away

I broke it off… If you understand this good, if not, it is no longer relevant. There has been a few personal dilemmas that I have had to deal with in the past few months. But I came to the realization that I can’t be what others want me to be. I am current at […]

Growing Up and Growing Apart

I started writing this yesterday but didn’t publish because I wanted to do it tonight. But things have change since. Today I was watching the last few episodes of Scrubs, which I started watching only a few seasons ago but I like the way it was portrayed. It grew on me as it was easy […]

Where Do You See Yourself in Ten Years?

I find it odd, even strange that every time I meet adults this question usually comes up “Where do you see yourself in ten years?” In the past week I’ve been asked this question several times. I dislike it… As an ex-planner I thought I knew where I wanted to go. But things changes and […]

Anxious

We, as people in this day and age, have become accustomed to get things instantaneous. IM, email, web, text. Information has become almost instantaneous. The way we travel, the way we have meals, even our interactions with other people have become a form to get to an end. Discussing life with friends about my new […]

Reflecting in Dana Point

I have recently been thinking about almost everything. Past lives, old choices, and new adventures. This past weekend I was able to just leave everything and just go to the beach and look at what beauty God has created for us. I contemplated my relationship with parents, basically my family. Today, even reconnected with my […]

The Mess Called My Mind

During the past few day my mind has been doing overtime. It seems like I can’t stop thinking, and so much stuff is happening. This weekend I will try to relax as much as I can because next week will be hectic, for one Final Cut Auditions will be taking a lot of my time. […]

The Pursuit of Happiness

After two weeks in Boston I came back home today. While I was there I reflected on life, finances, friends, my spirituality, and various aspects of my career and choices I have made through out the year. During the time there I was able to visit one of the greatest schools of music in the […]

Just a Thought

This weekend I have been somewhat sick so I decided to stay home for the most part. This weekend was more of getting to think about the last few months and where my life is headed. As you I lead a very busy life and really don’t have time for a lot of the thing […]

Two and a Half Year Plan

I have been thinking about the future for a while now and it seems that I will only be in school two more years…. well if I don’t go to grad school for conducting or piano. I’m still doing music for those who read this and care but it will becoming my minor and majoring […]

….Ummm

After much thought I had decided to go to Full-Sail this year to get a A.S. degree and stop the whole inner ear, music theory, you have to take voice lesson because you can’t play an instrument. So I posted a bulletin on myspace, seeing that most people I talk to have one. I got […]