Random Thoughts

Lorem Ipsum

As someone that wears many hats in any work environment, I at times need to use filler text. To show a font, a layout, a design, a website, etc. From time to time I use real blog post but usually everyone that does web design uses the “Lorem ipsum” text. It’s latin. It’s beautiful when […]

Distrubing Theme

While I am not currently working on/with music, I have taken a ‘regular’ job to help cover expenses until I have decided if/when/where I go to school. During my conversation with many people I work with, there was a certain theme that arose quite frequently which has somewhat disturbed me a bit. It has given […]

As Summer Comes to a Close

I really don’t know where to start so I’ll start when I last left off. My contract at as a consultant at the Music Firm in Hollywood ended on time and well… Then I was unemployed for a whole 12 hours before singing a contract for temporary work at a Music Accessory Maker’s offices in […]

To Clarify

Last time I wrote a small post before boarding a plane for a trip to celebrate my birthday. In said post I vaguely explained that I had called something off. A select handful of people knew what it was about while others didn’t. To shed some light on the situation I will share a bit […]

Flying Away

I broke it off… If you understand this good, if not, it is no longer relevant. There has been a few personal dilemmas that I have had to deal with in the past few months. But I came to the realization that I can’t be what others want me to be. I am current at […]


After a few days in the hospital after an adverse side-effect from mixing medications added to the pressures of overworking myself, I’ve been home on mandated vacation. With this vacation I have a lot of extra time on my hands and nothing really to do. Trying to remedy that, I decided to write by hand. […]

Growing Up and Growing Apart

I started writing this yesterday but didn’t publish because I wanted to do it tonight. But things have change since. Today I was watching the last few episodes of Scrubs, which I started watching only a few seasons ago but I like the way it was portrayed. It grew on me as it was easy […]

So… 2009?

Sorry for the long hiatus since my last post. I know it’s cliché but it’s true, one rarely has time during the holiday season because it’s so busy. So where to start… December? December was a bit hard, I was finishing up work for the firm I work for, mainly because my contract was coming […]

Searching for Something

I truly despise, feeling this way because I dislike being a charity case. I detest being a burden on my friends with my problems, my depression. What I loathe even more than that is the pity friends and acquaintances give me. I tell you these this not earn your pity, but to earn your respect. […]

My Child

It been a while since anything of great value of has happened in my life. But today I was finally able to bring my child home. I would like to present to you, Paige. After much debate and thought I decided that I will be staying in the LA area for the foreseeable future. So […]