After being at school for about two weeks I have notice that I really don’t fit in, to be even more specific I don’t fit anywhere. It seems that the more I try to help people the more mistakes I make and then hurt them that much more… I try to help but I see that I am not able to help them because I can’t even help myself. It is said, “You must love yourself before you can love another.” At this point it seems that I don’t care for myself…. I am in a dark hole and can’t get out. I am sorry for the pain inflicted. I sorry that I meddled in your affairs and I should had minded my own business.
“Why do we fall down? So we can learn to pick ourselves up.” You learn from your mistakes and now I see that I am better off not trying to help if I can’t help.
I give up. I don’t want to hurt people. I don’t want to be hurt anymore. I want all wounds and a scars of my heart to be healed.