Month: February 2007

Reflecting in Dana Point

I have recently been thinking about almost everything. Past lives, old choices, and new adventures. This past weekend I was able to just leave everything and just go to the beach and look at what beauty God has created for us. I contemplated my relationship with parents, basically my family. Today, even reconnected with my…

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Things have been different since this past weekend. I don’t know if its just me or if its everyone. Laura is not usual self. When I went to visit her on Monday, she wasn’t her usual smily self, and she asked me to leave after sometime. Yesterday, I barely had anything to talk to her,…

Spain, Uncle, and His Letter

I’m short on time, so I’ll be brief. Spain is amazing, I had been here before but that was like ten years ago. I love my cousins, they’re amazing. I love that I was forced to speak Spanish, and now I have a very Spaniard accent, at least for a day or two. I really…

The Last Few Days

Even When God is Silent I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when feeling it not. I believe in God even when God is Silent. –Michael Horvit This is a song that Oratorio Choir is going to be singing this semester and I thought that it…

Fighting in My Sleep

As you might know… I kinda have a lot on my plate, emotionally and mentally. Sunday was kind of laid back…. saw the super bowl and it was ok… happy that the Colts won. As I returned back I wasn’t feeling so good. I just shrugged it off because its me and I usually just…

The Mess Called My Mind

During the past few day my mind has been doing overtime. It seems like I can’t stop thinking, and so much stuff is happening. This weekend I will try to relax as much as I can because next week will be hectic, for one Final Cut Auditions will be taking a lot of my time.…

My Prayer

Almighty God – Dearest Father, I’m fallen. I’m broken. I’m a helpless shadow of who you created. You’re Greatness. You’re Justice. You’re Salvation. You’re God. I ask for forgiveness. Once again, grant me the Grace to hear your Voice, the Wisdom to know your Will, and above all, the Courage to carry it out. Thy…

Considering More Changes

In the last few days I have getting a lot of flak because my “relationship” with Laura. Mainly people are looking down at me because I’m a Junior involved with a Freshman; it sounds worst than it really is. She’s 18 and very mature for her age and then other reason is that we are…