September 2005

Posted on September 29, 2005 by

Hey… I’m Dying

I haven’t written here in a few days because I have been very busy with school work and getting all my other things in order. And in other news, I’m dying…. Yes dying. I am sick, extremely sick. I want my tonsils out. If I could I would rip them out myself but I can’t. Read More

Posted on September 25, 2005 by

Sleepless Night

I find myself here writing because I cannot make myself got to bed and have a good night’s sleep. I really have no clue why. Could it because I was talking to the person I am pursing and have felt ashamed that on Friday night I went clubbing with people from school that she doesn’t Read More

Posted on September 24, 2005 by

College and Clubbing

Last night around 8 Josh and his friends Jolene and Ricki wanted to do something but was quite sure what do to. I suggested City Walk, Third Street Promenade, Old town Pasadena, Paseo de Colorado and the likes. Well it took us about an hour and a half to get ready, so going to Santa Read More

Posted on September 21, 2005 by

Fighting Myself

After a few weeks of considering and fighting with my feelings and my mind and bringing these emotions before God, I have decide to become honest person. I am taking off my armor out putting down my sword. Going out side the castles walls and crossing the moat. For the last year or I have Read More

Posted on September 20, 2005 by

Healing Rain

Rain, thunder, and lightning… Makes me a happy guy. Since last night the Azusa sky has been lighten with lightning, the silence has been moved by the thunder. And as of this morning I have been walking around in the rain.

Posted on September 19, 2005 by

Humbling Myself

Its just a different feeling every day. Maybe I might be emo or some other reason to hard to explain in a simple blog, but today at chapel something said really impacted me, “If you wish to be closer to God your not trying because if your really wanted to be closer you would be.” Read More

Posted on September 18, 2005 by

Life and Mistakes

After being at school for about two weeks I have notice that I really don’t fit in, to be even more specific I don’t fit anywhere. It seems that the more I try to help people the more mistakes I make and then hurt them that much more… I try to help but I see Read More